What is My Resolution... ?

Been thinking, thinking and thinking,
What I could have done to make you happier..
This is the thing I would never do to anyone except for one(my fish of course),
But,
It seems my effort haven been enough,
Merely thinking is not enough,
I have to do something to cheer her up,
The one who I treasure the most..

Recently I kinda feel that i dropping into EMO state,
However,
I really not EMO-ing,
I am just in a state of Dont know what to do,
Looks sad Looks moody
But I am just thinking.

Am I really that stupid?
Am I really THAT stupid..??!!!
Why a simple thing I also cannot solve.
Haiy,No choice.
Maybe I am indeed that stupid T T
Hope can think of a solution.
I must think of a way.

Anticipating disappointment?

Today was supposed to be a nice day,
I have been anticipating today for days,
But why,
I just feeling unhappy,
Not to say pure unhappy,
Or more precisely to be said disappointed,
I dont really know why but,
It just that way.

Been rounding my mind for hours,
No matter walking, sitting or sleeping,
Dunno what to do and not really know what will help,
Should I confront or should I let it through?
A hard choice huh..
Anyway, Just let it be natural.

This semester, I dont like it,
Feel like i lost lots of thing,
Lost for nothing worth,
Too much negativity this semester,
Made me feel kinda bored.

Seems lonely and neglected,
Though not really is but,
Feeling is complicated,
I myself also dont know how to describe it.

7 am ler,
Not in mood of sleeping though,
What to do hah..
Just over time lo..
Nth else to do..
SIen...

Good Starting . . .

Holiday started roughly 1 week liao,
Kinda boring,
seems like nothing else to do,
Just sitting playing and rolling only :P ,

Anyway, this holiday started my keep fit programme,
LOL, Though name looks nice but just is some reducing meal
and some exercises only,
Not only for keep fit, I also treated it as be healthy,
Seems like Sg. Long lifestyle is affecting my health,
Everyday yumcha, not seems to be a good thing, HAHA

Today is DAY 3 of my schedule,
Everything seems nice,
But cause long time not exercise,
Muscle seems to be straining and a little hurting,
Anyway,
That's the consequences of my relaxing lifestyle in Sg Long, LOL
Now exercise back,
Seems a bit ashamed,LOL
If compared to myself few years ago,
The amount of work out I did now,
Is just HALF,
OMG...
Looks like, I really old le..
But Luckily, Still managed to cope with it,

Not really sure how many day is left for holiday,
I just treated it as 21 days,
Sort of the day for my planning..

KEEP IT UP..
GOOD STARTING..
WAY TO GO...

Haiss..wad can I do now...?

Finally, exam over le,
But,
I dont think my result will be nice,
Not cos of unable to get an A,
Also afraid of failing,
This semester, I have been trying my best,
Keep striving up, crawling up,Putting all my effort,
The best effort I put in so far,
Now, It all seems useless,
Kinda feel,
Why I should work so hard for something that cannot be accomplish,

Haisss,

Not even wanna think of it,
but what can I do,
Been a week, but everything,
seems to be flying around my head,
Seems like stacking there..
DAmm it..

Holiday should be happy but,
I just cant make myself happy,
What the Heck is Happening..

Anyway, I had prepared myself for the worst situation.
Just hoping that it wont be that bad,
Otherwise, I really dono what should i do,
If the hole is not too big,
I still can manage to cover it,
But,
How if it is too large for me to cover..?

Anyway, Cheer up..
Hoping everything will be back,
Should be hapi, talkative,
so that it sound like me..lol..

FInal - HRM . . . ! ! !

Human Resource Management

Human Resource Management

Human Resource Management

Human Resource Management

Human Resource Management

Human Resource Management

Human Resource Management

Human Resource Management


Why you so many point to memorize... T T

Read till so far seems like too many point..
How memorize..?

But I think it will be okay soon,
Gonna have faith in myself
Believe in myself
Trust myself...

I will survive it..

ARgghhh

Human Resource Management

I will eat you . . . (if i can, LOL) : P

Disappointment .. A lot of it.. !!!

Tonight, Musical Nite 2009 of Utar. . I was waiting for it for weeks . .
But, I didn't expect it to be this bad..(compared to last year) . . .
Too many things in the event that boost my my dissatisfaction..
Even made me kinda pissed off.. especially when the system tempo break down,
Sori to offend those participated but . . . reali sort of EMO-ing . . .

Anyway, luckily, when i thought that I was wasting my time,
I found a song that attracts me,
When You Believe by Aisyah and Siew Li, Fascinating,
Rhythm, Feeling, Tone.. all is nice,
though the song is not my favourite Disney song, it is NOW..hehe..

Although this Musical Nite seems to only disappoint me,
It do as well freshen up my memories of my childhood,
Where I see movies all day, hearing songs of the cartoon, Buy VCDs' so on,
Those day were nice, since, now my life is kinda stress,
Might because of examination or even,
Maybe cos growing up, approaching society.. not reali like this feeling,
Who could understand..?

No more ler, no more mood to write..

Written,
JoonYew

Another gathering in a week...

Gathering again ler.. this time..it is by my degree class, Group 6..quite a funny class ..today..we went to Sri Kembangan to eat steamboat. LOL.. though i din feel it is nice but since all is going..just join ba..btw..this meal cost RM 23.. not reali expensive..but if compare to the value and amount that I ate..seems..not reali worth..lol..



We meet at Scotpine guard House and gather there at roughly bout 6.30pm..however as usual, it will be some delay..haha..boonchan group is late..4 car 18 people..not bad..haha..think back of my foundation car where roughly 10 or 11 people jam into Jason car..haha..pajero tat time..damm packed..like sardin T T

Anyway..go le and eat..nth else to do .. and i forget to take photo of the steamboat ingredient before eating.. arrr ... so..take le after eat de pic..haha


Leftover... =.=!

Besides, all seems to enjoying themselves a lot..chit chatting..laughing..so on..duno how say le..look pic ba..easier..

Quite a nice experience..after eating..i stil tot that all is the end..but.. thye got a surprise for class rep..haha..they made a so cal birthday cake for him..with the butter of the steamboat as base.. OMG.. and he seem to enjoy tat birthday cake..haha..


Roughly that is all for today main event le..haha..den abck CYpress..have a bath..den blog and sleep..nth special in an ordinary life..haha..

Nice Gathering....